Thursday, February 27, 2025

Sentence of the Week + Karen Russell Bibliography

"Much later, they found Mirabella wading in the shallows of a distant river, trying to strangle a mallard with her rosary beads."


I haven't even finished reading the title story of this collection--which is the last story, but with a title like that, who could wait?--but I'm pretty sure that this Karen Russell is my kind of writer. This is a story about girls, who are the offspring of werewolves, who are brought to a convent to be trained to act like normal human beings. How's that for an original premise?

Just in case I fall down a Karen Russell rabbit hole, here is a list of her works to date:


Novels

Swamplandia! (2011)

The Antidote (2025)


Shorter Fiction

St. Lucy's Home for Girls Raised by Wolves (2006)

Vampires in the Lemon Grove: Stories (2013)

Sleep Donation: A Novella (2014)

Orange World and Other Stories (2019)


Uncollected Stories

"A Family Restaurant" (2011)

"The Ghost Birds" (2021)


Non-Fiction

"Beeper World" (2014)

"Helping Hand: Robots, Video Games, and a Radical New Approach to Treating Stroke Patients" (2015)

"The Bracing Wisdom of Joy Williams’s 'The Changeling'” (2018)

"Letter of Recommendation: Superstitions" (2019)

"How the Coronavirus Has Infected Our Vocabulary" (2020)

"The Secret Author of Our Dreams" (2023)

"What If Things Get Better?" (2023)


Other Things

There was also an opera based on her story "Proving Up" (2018)

Co-Lyricist for False We Hope (2023)

Librettist and Co-Lyricist for The Night Falls (2023)

There will be an opera based on her story "The Galloping Cure" (2026)



Thursday, February 20, 2025

Fascist Math: A Found Poem

Fascist Math

This is fascist math.
It strangles stories.
Bludgens detail.
And manages to blind perfectly reasonable
people 
with spurious, shiny vision.


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Arundhati Roy

Tuesday, February 18, 2025

DDR: My Seditious Heart by Arundhati Roy

 


It's been a long time since I did the stroll with Arundhati Roy. Her first novel. The God of Small Things, hit me hard, and I loved it dearly, but after that she ditched fiction and started writing politically oriented stuff. I caught some of it, and it was good, but I really wanted more of that fiction. But when I saw this compendium of her political writings, I knew I would have to have it. And I got a great deal in it at Half-Price Books...I think it was $6. But it's been sitting on my shelf for quite a while now. 

Last night I watched The New Corporation--a sequel to one of my favorite documentaries (The Corporation, in case you hadn't guessed), and I was so shocked and aghast and angry that I knew that I had to DDR this book right away.

xxv+ 1,000 = 1,025 pages, so I'm going to be here for awhile.


Day 1 (DDRD 2,668) February 18, 2025

Read to page 24.

At the end of a searing Foreword, Arundhati Roy writes, "The World Wildlife Fund reports that the population of vertebrates-- mammals, birds, fish, amphibians, and reptiles--has declined by 60 percent in the last forty years. We have sentenced ourselves to an era of sudden catastrophes--wild fires and strange storms, earthquakes and flash floods. To guide us through it all, we have the steady hand of new imperialists in China, white supremacists in the White House, and benevolent neo-Nazis on the streets of Europe." (xxiv)

I also finished the first essay, "The End of Imagination," which was an indictment of an Indian nuclear bomn test. It was very pass, and very scary. 

Might have to read some more of this later today.



 2 (DDRD 2,669) February 19, 2025

Read to page 55.

"The Greater Common Good" is a long essay...a tad bit over 50 pages...and it is just stunning. As I read...and mourn...I keep thinking, "This is the future of America under Emperor Trump." You can find it for free in PDF form at several sites online, but I prefer the Internet Archive, so here's a link to that:  

https://archive.org/details/greatercommongoo0000roya

It's a stunning piece if writing, well worth your perusal. Here are a few highlights:

"India's poorest people are subsidizing the lifestyles of her richest." (33)

Which is, of course, also true of the U.S.S.A. these days.

"...eventually, in a courtroom or to a committee, no argument works as well as a Fait Accompli." (42)

Speaking of Trump, that's his modus operandi. And it really, really works, I'm sorry to say.

"...if you take into account the power needed to pump water through its vast network of canals, the Sardar Sarovar projects will end up consuming more electricity than they produce!" (44)

Because the point isn't to serve The People, but to use their needs as a fulcrum to expand the wealth of the ruling class.

"Forgive me for letting my heart wander." (54)

Which is one of the things that distinguishes Arundhati Roy from, say, Noam Chomsky. She writes from the heart, and lets it wander when it must.




Day 3 (DDRD 2,670) February 20, 2025

Read to page 85.

This should be a Found Poem: "This is fascist math. It strangles stories. Bludgens detail. And manages to blind perfectly reasonable people with spurious, shiny vision." (59)

Finished "The Greater Common Good," which is a Must Read, and got about halfway through "Power Politics," which is looking to be in that same category. (And it is also available via Internet Archive, @  https://archive.org/details/powerpolitics00roya/mode/1up .)

This one is focused on the power industry in India, and once again it is jyst eye-popping. The callous disregard for the poor, the corruption, the waste.... It's stunning that this can happen with such regularity. 




Day 4 (DDRD 2,671) February 21, 2025

Read to page 115. Today was moving back home day for Joe, so no time to take reading notes.




Day 5 (DDRD 2,672) February 22, 2025

Read to page 149. Did a few extra pages to finish the "War is Peace" essay. Reading it and thus reliving the aftermath of the 9/11 attacks made me see the Trump administration's actions as very similar. He's simply doing to us what we've done to poor nations around the world. Suppressing dissent and freedom of the press. Subjugation the poor and women. Feeding big business. You can't help but fear where this will all end.




Day 6 (DDRD 2,673) February 23, 2025

Read to page 186. (Church, early.)

Tell me if this sounds familiar: "Right now we're sipping from a poisoned chalice — a flawed democracy laced with religious fascism. Pure arsenic." (161)

It's just amazing to see how The Trump Plan has already played out in India...and no doubt in other countries as well.

" This kind of democracy is the problem, not the solution. Our society's greatest strength is being turned into her deadliest enemy. What's the point of us all going on about "deepening democracy," when it's being bent and twisted into something unrecognizable? " (170)

"There is a very real grievance here. And the fascists didn't create it. But they have seized upon it, upturned it, and forged from it a hideous, bogus sense of pride. They have mobilized human beings using the lowest common denominator — religion. People who have lost control over their lives, people who have been uprooted from their homes and communities, who have lost their culture and their language, are being made to feel proud of something. Not something they have striven for and achieved, not something they can count as a personal accomplishedment, but something they just happen to be. Or, more accurately, something they happen not to be. And the falseness, the emptiness, of that pride is fueling a gladiatorial anger that is then directed toward a simulated target that has been wheeled into the amphitheater." (174)

It's VERY hard to believe that Arundhati Roy is not talking about Trump America here...but this was written about 2002 India.





Day 7 (DDRD 2,674) February 24, 2025

Read to page 226.

Here's another bit of 2002 India which sounds very 2025 USA:

"The two arms of the Indian government have evolved the perfect pincer action. While one arm is busy selling India off in chunks, the other, to divert attention, is orchestrating a howling, baying chorus of Hindu nationalism and religious fascism. It is conducting nuclear tests, rewriting history books, burning churches, and demolishing mosques. Censorship, surveillance, the suspension of civil liberties and human rights, the questioning of who is an Indian citizen and who is not, particularly with regard to religious minorities, are all becoming common practice now." (222)

Somewhere along the line in today's readings or in my Googling about based on the readings (it was a blurry morning), I ran across a mention of a Noam Chomsky book that had been suppressed by the publisher: Counter-Revolutionary Violence: Bloodbaths in Fact and Propaganda by Noam Chomsky and Edward S. Herman (Andover: Warner Modular Publications, 1973). Here's the story according to Wikipedia:

"Warner Publishing decided to shut down Warner Modular before CRV could be published. The print run was not initially destroyed because of contractual obligations, but the book was passed on to MSS Information Corporation for promotion and distribution after Warner Publishing shut down Warner Modular. However, MSS engaged in no promotion, as it was not a commercial publishing company and had no distribution facilities. Only 500 copies of the 20,000-copy printing survived. Radical America obtained and distributed some copies, because its staff already knew of CRV's existence. According to Chomsky, the rest were "pulped," not burned." And there's a bit more on the story at  

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Counter-Revolutionary_Violence:_Bloodbaths_in_Fact_%26_Propaganda

if you want the rest.

Of course, if "someone" says I can't have something, I immediately want it more, so I went for a lookabout. Found this on GoodReads:



Thomas Ray
1,360 reviews · 470 followers
February 1, 2025

This is the book that Warner Publishing destroyed all remaining copies of--and put Warner Modular Communications out of business for trying to distribute it. Only 22 worldcat libraries in the world have a copy. amazon.com has none.

And checked Amazon. Sure enough, no copies. Same for my other online booksellers. But wait...what about Internet Archive?

Yep.

https://archive.org/details/CounterRevolutionaryViolenceBloodbathsInFactAndPropaganda/mode/1up

And if you don't like that, I also found it on Chomsky.com:

https://chomsky.info/counter-revolutionary-violence/


So yeah, I might have to make a side-trip on that later today.

Meanwhile, Arundhati Roy's writing continues to amaze, astound, frighten, enlighten, and move me. She is a truly great writer.





Day 8 (DDRD 2,675) February 25, 2025

Read to page 258. Also finished reading Herovit's World today. So that's where my reading notes went.




Day 9 (DDRD 2,676) February 26, 2025

Read to page 320.

"...modern democracies have been around for long enough for neoliberal capitalists to learn how to subvert them. They have mastered the technique of infiltrating instruments of democracy--the "independent" judiciary, the "free" press, the parliament-- and molding them to their purpose. The project of corporate globalization has cracked the code. Free elections, a free press, and an independent judiciary mean little when the free market has reduced them to commodities on sale to the highest bidder." (263)

Arundhati makes a reference to a book entitled Redemption Song: Muhammad Ali and the Spirit of the Sixties (by Mike Marqusee) which looks interesting. Good thing for me as I was running out of books to read.


And now a word from our 🧠💣🎇 Department:

"[Mandela] instituted a program of privatization and structural adjustment, leaving millions of people homeless, jobless, and without water and electricity." (289)

Explanation? "Lula and Mandela are, by any reckoning, magnificent men. But the moment they cross the floor from the opposition into government, they become hostage to a spectrum of threats--most malevolent among them, the threat of capital flight, which can destroy any government overnight. To imagine that a leader's personal charisma and a résumé of struggle will dent the corporate cartel is to have no understanding of how capitalism works, or for that matter how power works. Radical change will not be negotiated by governments; it can only be enforced by people." (289)

I love Arundhati Roy, but I wasn't about to take her word on this. So I Googled:

https://www.herinst.org/BusinessManagedDemocracy/government/privatisation/SAfrica.html

https://www.cadtm.org/South-Africa-s-failed-infrastructure-privatisation-and-deregulation

https://socialistworker.org/2013/12/09/when-mandela-was-president

https://www.economist.com/international/1999/09/09/the-painful-privatisation-of-south-africa

Well, fuck. This is like finding out that Martin Luther King, Jr., was an FBI plant in Operation Crush Negroes. 

Ain't there a man who can say, "No more!" ?

Still there is more: "The government is conducting an extraordinary dual orchestra. While one arm is busy selling off the nation's assets in chunks, the other, to divert attention, is arranging a baying, howling  deranged chorus of cultural nationalism. The inexorable ruthlessness of one process feeds directly into the insanity of the other." (302 - 303)

I was wondering how much this book was going for online ($10.49 to $124...the latter for a signed hardcover) when I found out that this

Mother Mary Comes to Me: A Memoir by Arundhati Roy


is due out September 2nd. Hot diggity.




Day 10 (DDRD 2,677) February 27, 2025

Read to page 354.

Well...here's a thing: "The Iraqi resistance is fighting on the frontlines of the battle against empire. And therefore that battle is our battle." (342) Woah. That's going to upset a lot of U.S.Americans.




Day 11 (DDRD 2,678) February 28, 2025

Read to page 413.




Day 12 (DDRD 2,679) March 1, 2025

Read to page 443.

"On 2002, Narendra Modi's government planned and executed the Gujarat genocide. * In the elections that took place a few months after the genocide, he was returned to power with an overwhelming majority. He ensured complete impunity for those who had participated in the killings." (422 - 423)

And yet another familiar tremor of fear: "Those at the top of the food chain, those who have no reason to want to alter the status quo, are most likely to be the manufacturers of the "counterfeit universe." (428)

Or this: "The editor of the Hindustan Times said, 'Modi may be a mass murderer, but he's our mass murderer,' and went on to air his dilemmas about how to deal with a mass murderer who is also a 'good' chief minister."  (428)

Good lord. Is it possible that Modi is even worse than Trump?


* "According to official figures, the riots ended with 1,044 dead, 223 missing, and 2,500 injured. Of the dead, 790 were Muslim and 254 Hindu. The Concerned Citizens Tribunal Report estimated that as many as 1,926 may have been killed. Other sources estimated death tolls in excess of 2,000. Many brutal killings and rapes were reported on as well as widespread looting and destruction of property. Narendra Modi, then Chief Minister of Gujarat and later Prime Minister of India, was accused of condoning the violence, as were police and government officials who allegedly directed the rioters and gave lists of Muslim-owned properties to them."

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/2002_Gujarat_riots





Day 13 (DDRD 2,680) March 2, 2025

Read to page 473.

"The question here, really, is, what have we done to democracy? What have we turned it into? What happens once democracy has been used up? When it has been hollowed out and emptied of meaning? What happens when each of its institutions has metastasized into something dangerous? What happens now that democracy and the free market have fused into a single predatory organism with a thin, constricted imagination that revolves almost entirely around the idea of maximizing profit? Is it possible to reverse this process? Can something that is mutated go back to being what it used to be?" (464)





Day 14 (DDRD 2,681) March 3, 2025

Read to page 510. 527.

Here's a new good word (for me):

Psephology (/sɪˈfɒlədʒi/; from Greek ψῆφος, psephos, 'pebble') is the study of elections and voting. Psephology attempts to both forecast and explain election results. 

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psephology





Day 15 (DDRD 2,682) March 4, 2025

Read to page 557.


Day 16 (DDRD 2,683) March 5, 2025

Read to page 615. (Ash Wednesday...I sat in the car and read while Jacqueline sang like a little 😇. )

"830 million people of India...live on less then Rs 20 (40 cents a day), [they are] the ones who starve, while millions of tons of food grain are either eaten by rats in government warehouses or burnt in bulk (because it is cheaper to burn food than to distribute it to poor people). They are the parents of the tens of millions of malnourished children in our country, of the 2 million who die every year before they reach the age of five. They are the millions who make up the chain gangs that are transported from city to city to build the New India. Is this what is known as enjoying the 'fruits of modern development'?" (573)

How is this even possible in the 21st century? 40 cents per day is $146 a year. I spent almost that much for television this month, and there are people in India...millions of people...who have to live on that for a YEAR? Sometimes I'm surprised that the whole world is burned down by mistreated people. 

More:

"To imagine that Sonia and Rahul Gandhi are in charge of the government would be a mistake. The real power has passed into the hands of a coven of oligarchs--judges, bureaucrats, and politicians. They in turn are run like prize racehorses by the few corporations who more or less own everything in the country. They may belong to different political parties and put up a great show of being political rivals, but that's just subterfuge for public consumption. The only real rivalry is the business rivalry between corporations." (578 - 579)

Jet approves of Arundhati Roy. 

In other news...I waschecking Arundhati Roy's Wikipedia page to see how old she was when she was running around in the jungle with the "Maoists" in "Walking With the Comrades" * when I noticed this:

Notable awards

National Film Award for Best Screenplay (1988)

Say what? A little more Googling around revealed that the movie was In Which Annie Gives it Those Ones (1989), and Arundhati Roy not only wrote it, but acted in it as well. And wonder of wonders, it's available in full on YouTube. 

https://youtu.be/A8kdVMxoJ9w?si=4bIpFuqGRaD0_Fbu

In other news...tell me if this sound familiar:

There is a proposal that "a panel of carefully chosen people will administer a giant bureaucracy.... The Lokpal will have the powers of investigation, surveillance, and prosecution. Except for the fact that it won't have its own prisons, it will function as an independent administration, meant to counter the bloated, unaccountable, corrupt one that we already have. Two oligarchies instead of just one." (614)

* Published in 2010, thus she was 49.




Day 17 (DDRD 2,684) March 6, 2025

Read to page 649.

"This awful crisis has been forged out of the utter failure of India's representative democracy,  in which the legislature are made up of criminals and millionaires, politicians who have ceased to represent its people. In which not a single democratic institution is accessible to ordinary people. Do not be fooled by the flag waving. We are watching India being carved up in a war for suzerainty* that is as deadly as any battle being waged by the warlords of Afghanistan, only with much, much more at stake." (617)

*  suzerainty (noun)
su·​zer·​ain·​ty ˈsü-zə-rən-tē -ˌrān-; ˈsüz-rən-
: the dominion of a suzerain : overlordship

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/suzerainty

In the course of today's reading, Arundhati made reference to a book entitled The Trojan Horse: A Radical Look at Foreign Aid by Steve Weissan. It sounded interesting, but when I checked around, it was pricey ($30 to $90 on Amazon). Internet Archive, perhaps? Yep. 

https://archive.org/details/trojanhorseradic0000unse/page/n7/mode/1up

Sigh. I'm not going to live long enough to get anywhere near the bottom of my To Be Read list.





Day 18 (DDRD 2,685) March 7, 2025

Read to page 697.

Speaking of books, here's some more that sound interesting:

Thy Will be Done: The Conquest of the Amazon: Nelson Rockefeller and Evangelism in the Age of Oil by Charlotte Dennett and Gerard Colby available at https://archive.org/search?query=Thy+Will+be+Done%3A+The+Conquest+of+the+Amazon+%3A+Nelson+Rockefeller+and+Evangelism+in+the+Age+of+Oil


The Book Your Church Doesn't Want You To Read By Tim C. Leedom available at https://archive.org/details/isbn_9780840389084


And here's a bit about "DEI" that somebody needs to hear:

"The presumption is that "merit" exists in an ahistorical social vacuum and that the advantages that come from privileged-caste social networking and the establishment's entrenched hostility towards the subordinate castes are not factors that deserve consideration. In truth, "merit" has become a euphemism for nepotism." (684)

I picked up Drowned Out (2002) from the library a few days ago, and started watching it today. Arundhati Roy narrates parts of it, and appears onscreen as well. It's the devastatingly sad story of the people in a village which will be flooded out once the Narmada dam is completed. It's also the story of how the native villagers...who had lived in the area for st least 250 years...were lied to and cheated by the government, which promised far more than it delivefed, and left the people in hopeless, abject poverty.







Day 19 (DDRD 2,686) March 8, 2025

Read to page 730.

Wow. So Gandhi was kind of an asshole? 




Day 20 (DDRD 2,687) March 9, 2025

Read to page 760. So only about 100 text pages to go.

Here's what Gandhi's chief lieutenant had to say about "the Mahatma's" attitude towards Untouchables:

"Mahatmaji wants you to look upon so-called untouchables as you do at the cow and the dog and other harmless creatures." (752)

Although it's not stated as such it seems that Arundhati is suggesting that Ambedkar was a better leader (and a much better man) than Gandhi. Hmmm. I am going to have to have a look at this feller.

More uh-oh:

"Naturally the Untouchables expected full support from Mr Gandhi to their satyagraha against the Hindus the object of which was to establish their right to take water from public wells and to enter public Hindu temples. Mr Gandhi however did not give his support to the satyagraha. Not only did he not give his support, he condemned in strong terms." (756)

What the actual fuck?????





Day 21 (DDRD 2,688) March 10, 2025

Read to page 786. Which is a few pages short of my 30 pages per day goal, so I might come back to this later, but since it was where the very long essay ended, I thought I'd stop and catch my breath.

In this very long (over 100 pages) essay "The Doctor and the Saint" (actually a very long Introduction in a critical edition of a book entitled Annihilation of Caste by B. R. Ambedkar), Arundhati Roy makes reference to another Ambedkar book, Buddha and His Dharma. Sounds pretty interesting,  and yes, it us available from our friends at Internet Archive:

https://archive.org/details/in.gov.ignca.15980/mode/1up

Arundhati's writing here was different from the other pieces in this omnibus. There was less "frivolity" and playfulness, a much more serious tone. Which is, of course to be expected, given the venue in which it was first published, but still it was a bit disorienting. It made me wish that she had written an introduction for the piece so that we could ease our way into it. All in all, it was very interesting and informative. But I still got a little whiplash making my way through it.





Day 22 (DDRD 2,689) March 11, 2025

Read to page 820.

On the last (and titular) essay...except for the two parter in the Appendix. Looks like only days left for this book. 





Day 23 (DDRD 2,690) March 12, 2025

Read to page 860...the last text page. Also finished the Endnotes (pages 870 to 956). So just a little clean-up batting to go--acknowledgements, glossary, index. Pretty sure I can take of that later today. Time to decide what comes next, then.

The Indian army was deployed internally...against minority groups. Another blueprint for Trumpy McTrumpy.

Speaking of (👆):

"What is happening right now is actually a systematic effort to create chaos, an attempt to arrive at a situation in which the civil rights enshrined in the Indian Constitution can be suspended. The RSS has never accepted the constitution. It has now, finally, maneuvered itself into a position where it has the power to subvert it. It is waiting for an opportunity. We might well be witnessing preparations for a coup--not a military coup, but a coup nevertheless. It could be only a matter of time before India will officially cease to be a secular, democratic republic." (833) 

Friday, February 14, 2025

Journey to Ixtlan: The Lessons of Don Juan


"You and I are right here, in the world that you call real, simply because we both know it." (135)

"The world that you call real."

Meanwhile, I've been reading articles online about how some scientists now postulate that there is a fifty-fifty chance that we are living in a simulation, while others postulate that we are living in one of many realities in a multiverse. I guess don't Juan got there way ahead of modern science.

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/confirmed-we-live-in-a-simulation/

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/heres-why-we-might-live-in-a-multiverse/

Admittedly these sources are from that National Enquirer of the science world, Scientific American, but there must be some reputable sources out there who agree, right? 😜


Tuesday, February 11, 2025

DDR: Complete Poems by Blaise Cendrars

 


I don't remember when or how I first ran into Blaise Cendrars. One of the first things of his that I read was the poem "Easter in New York." *  It hit me hard. Hard enough that I wrote a long poem called "Easter Morning" which still occasionally rears its head up out of the muck of my subconsciousness. 

And I recently purchased his Complete Poems, but didn't know when I'd get around to reading it. As I became frustrated with and bored by St. Augustine'sThe City of God, however, my eyes fell upon this beauty...


 
...and voila! I knew what to do.

xxx + 392 = 422 pages



* "In 1912, at Easter, I was starving in New York, and had been for a number of months. From time to time I took a job, by force of necessity, but I didn’t keep it a week and if I could manage to get my pay sooner than that I quit sooner, impatient to get on with my sessions of reading at the central public library. My poverty was extreme and every day I looked worse: unshaven, trousers in corkscrews, shoes worn out, hair long, coat stained and faded and without buttons, no hat or tie, having sold them one day for a penny in order to buy a plug of the world’s worst chewing tobacco." (from an interview in The Paris Review)


Day 1 (DDRD 2,661) February 11, 2025

Read to page 12. 

I actually read to page xx yesterday...to make up for the fact that after reading a mere 5 pages of The City of God, I ran aground and really HAD to look elsewhere for pages to read. So I didn't get out of the introductory stuff (IS) until today. The IS was fascinating, though. One of the things mentioned was La Fin du monde filmée par l'Ange Notre-Dame (The End of the World Filmed by the Angel of Notre Dame), which I found online (albeit in French) here:https://collection.artbma.org/objects/34433/the-end-of-the-world-filmed-by-the-angel-of-notre-dame

I also had my appetite whetted for Cendrars' four volume memoir cycle:

L'Homme foudroyé (1945, Denoël) / Novel / English (1970); Spanish (1983)

La Main coupée (1946, Denoël) / Novel / (in French) / English (Lice, 1973 / The Bloody Hand, 2014[21] ), Spanish (1980)

Bourlinguer (1948, Denoël) / Novel / English (1972); Spanish (2004)

Le Lotissement du ciel (1949, Denoël) / Novel / English (1992)

Unfortunately, not all of them are available in English...and some are really, really expensive (as in hundreds of dollars). And none of them are available on Internet Archive.

Today I read the long poem "Easter in New York," and it dazzled me all over again. It also made me want to dig up the poem I wrote which was inspired by it. That could be quite the archeological dig, though. We'll see how that goes.

It felt really good to read this today. It was actually exciting, and I really needed that.




Day 2 (DDRD 2,662) February 12, 2025

Now check THAT 👆out: 2, 2, & 2. Oh, and 2 & 2. It's a sign. Of what, I don't know, but SUREly a sign of something or other, right?

Read to page 32.

Today I read (for the first time) "Prose of the Trans-Siberian and of Little Jeanne of France." It was a loose narrative about a train journey from Russia to France...while the poet reminisced about his past life, especially the women who had inhabited it. My favorite lines were

"All the women I've ever known appear around me on the horizon
Holding out their arms and looking like sad lighthouses in the rain...."

When I looked it up on Wikipedia to see what I could see, I found out that the poem originally appeared like this:


Which (1) measures 200 x 35.6 cm and (2) is housed at the Princeton University Art Museum. So maybe a visit is possible? Time will tell.

Of course, poetry is not as physically dense on the page as prose...so I might read a bit more later after I finish my dad duties for the day.

Later...

Yep. Read to page 50...all of which (33 to 50) was encompassed by one poem, "Panama." Strange, strange poem. Near the end it was interrupted by an ad for the city of Denver. Which reminds me: somewhere in the introductory material it claimed that the cut-up method of writing was first done by Monsieur Cendrars. Hmph. Suck on that, William S. Burroughs.






Day 3 (DDRD 2,663) February 13, 2025

Read to page 80, which encompassed "Nineteen Elastic Poems." Have to confess that I didn't get much out of these, but it was interesting to see that one of them (at least) was clearly a "cut up" composition...possibly the first?

Later...
Read to page 100, then went back to re-read "Easter Sunday." This time around a line caught my eye: 

Still, Lord, I took a dangerous voyage 
To see a beryl intaglio tanglio of your image." (5)

I had no idea what a beryl intaglio was, so I Googled and found this:


https://www.reddit.com/r/AcademicBiblical/comments/1fgv742/this_is_the_earliest_depiction_of_the_crucified/?rdt=44030

I don't know how they knew that this was specifically an image of Jesus, but I'm going to try to find out. 

I'm also thinking that it would be a pretty good idea to read "Easter Morning" once every day. Like a prayer.

Speaking of which, here are some teeth:

"Evil has made your Cross into a crutch." (8)

What do you think about that?




Day 4 (DDRD 2,664) February 14, 2025

Read to page 143. 

Charles Bukowski is the most readable poet I've ever encountered. I've actually sat down with one (maybe more, but I have a clear memory of one) and read it all the way through. Blaise Cendrars isn't THAT readable for me, but he's not far off of it. And part of the "problem" with Cendrars is that he's writing from a context I haven't lived, alluding to things (like a beryl intaglio) which I've never heard of.




Day 5 (DDRD 2,665) February 15, 2025

Read to page 173. "Travel Notes": strange group of poems. Two of them about toilets.





Day 6 (DDRD 2,666) February 16, 2025

Read to page 203. You know, these poems have been okay for the most part, but nothing (so far) has grabbed me the way that " Easter Morning" did. What's up with that? And there are several times when I've been offended by or put off by things in the poems: shooting an elephant, throwing a lamb into the ocean for a shark to eat, some near racist and misogynistic comments. Unless something changes, I won't be needing any more Blaise Cendrars after this. (But oh, that "Easter Morning.")

Later....

I watched the 2020 documentary The New Corporation. Decided (1) I need to see if the ACLU office in Louisville needs any volunteers,  (2) my next DDR must be something timely and political and feisty, something like




Mmm-hmm.





Day 7 (DDRD 2,667) February 17, 2025

Read to page 227 and had a surprise: page 228 is blank, and pages 229 to 354 are in French! Hmpf. That was unexpected. So it's on to page 355 for Translator's Notes on the Poems (to 382), then Select Bibliography (383 to 384), then Index stuff (385 to 392), then Voila!  C'est fini! And I'm thinking that I should be able to do that today and move on tomorrow morning. 

Very exciting!

According to the Translator Notes, "News Flash" might be the first Found Poem. Add to this that "The Trans-Siberian" might have been the first Book as Art Object m,and that earlier, someone referred to send drawers as having written the first cut up poem and he becomes a pretty large figure in modern poetAdd to this that the trans-Siberian might have been the first book as our object, and that earlier, there was the suggestion that Cendrars created the first Cut Up Poem, and he becomes a pretty large figure in modern poetry.

And done. 354 - 228 = 126. So I actually only read 422 - 126 = 296 pages. For the record.

This book was pretty okay. None of the poems were bad. But all but one did very little for me and will exit my intellectual digestive system without having been affected --and without affecting me--whatsoever. 🌽 

The one (👆), of course, is "Easter Sunday." That is a great poem. But I think that's all you need of Cendrars.  Sorry, Blaise.

The Book I Read: Desert Killer by Mike Barry (Barry Malzberg)

When I first found out (from Wikipedia, of course) that Barry Malzberg had written "Men's Adventure" stories of The Lone Wolf under the pen name of Mike Barry, I immediately started looking for books in that 14 volume series. Alas, the only copies I could find were pricey. Fortunately I thought to check Internet Archive, and there I found Book #1: Night Raider

It was stupid. It was littered with typos and plot holes (not to mention dead bodies). The protagonist was more psychopath than hero. 

I loved it. I wanted more. But Internet Archive had no more to give, so I just put it in a jar on a shelf by the door and bided my time. I kept checking back on Internet Archive, though, and lo and behold, I found The Lone Wolf #5: Havana Hit. But alas, it was only for show: the cover and a few pages before the text began, then BORROW UNAVAILABLE. Back in the jar I went.

And then one day when I was perusing the spinner rack at Half-Price Books, I found a copy of Night Raider. It was only $8, but since I'd already read it and didn't think I'd ever re-read it...and since I didn't think I'd ever see any of the other volumes...I left it for somebody else. Jar time.

But then, on another trip to the spinner rack of HPB, I found this bit of loveliness:


Three bucks. Of course I bought it. And despite the fact that I usually let bought books age before I pick them up...and the fact that I was knee deep in several other books...I finished it off very quickly. In this one, The Lone Wolf goes to Las Vegas, storms the hotel of a drug cartel, and...well, you'll just have to read it for yourself, I suppose. It was quite the thrill ride, though...and I mean that literally vis-a-vis the last confrontation with the drug lords. The writing is not elegant. In times it is even offensive, as "Barry's" repeated use of metaphors relating female anatomy to various situations. But it still had power. Enough of it that my first thought upon finishing it was, "I need to get hold of more of these books."

Well...here's what I found on Amazon:

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How's THAT for service? Two books for $5.99. But wait...it gets better:


I don't know what Amazon has against putting these books in order, but what the hell...they're all there...at a cost of $3 per book, or a grand total of $41.93 (plus tax). I'm kind of afraid to buy the first one, though, because (1) then I'll undoubtedly end up buying all of them within a week or two and (2) I'll devote so much of my time to reading these things that I'll end up neglecting lots of other important things.

But I'm thinking about it.

BTW, the story is that Malzberg was given the option to write these books...but only if he could guarantee to produce the first ten in 8 months. And so he did. Which probably accounts for the typos and plot holes.



Monday, February 3, 2025

My Death

When using Delta 8, I almost always (and perhaps always) feel the presence of someone else in the room with me. Sometimes I think it's my younger son. Sometimes I think it's one of my cats. Sometimes I have no idea who it is, it just feels like SOMEone is there. 

I asked the lady at 502 Hemp if she had a take on that, figuring she'd had her fair share of trips without leaving the farm. (See "The Wildwood Weed.") She immediately lit up (no pun untended) and told me she thought it was a spiritual thing, and suggested that I try to talk to it next time it happened.

So I did. But nothing talked back, and after a few tries I gave up and reckoned that it was just one of those Stoned Paranoia things.

The I read this in Carlos Castaneda's third book, Journey to Ixtlan: 




And I immediately felt a jolt and a slow roll of fear when I realized that I had a very distinct memory of sitting in my chair last night and thinking that one of my cats had just sat down on my left. (Both cats were in the basement for the night.)

I tried to remember other times I'd been D8-ed and had the feeling of a presence in the room with me. Thankfully, I could remember one time when I was sitting on the sofa and I had a very clear memory of thinking that someone was on my right. 

It was at least enough for me to think that maybe death wasn't constantly on my ass.

But next time I D8, I'm going to be ready for a conversation with my death...if s/he's willing to chat.

Wish me luck, I'm going to need it, chile.

Saturday, February 1, 2025

Stoned Revalation

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Or not.

Funny. Last night I had a little Delta 8 party with myself. I remember having a thought which seemed pretty brilliant to me, and opening up a blog post (this one) to write it down. When I went to check on it in the cold morning light, however, all I found was this title and blank white space. Must have gotten distracted. And I have no memory of what I thought was a revelation

Good thing this didn't happen to Albert Einstein.