songS oF innocencE & experiencE
I was dreamin when I wrote this. Forgive me if it goes astray.
Saturday, April 18, 2026
DDR: The Intention Experiment
Sunday, April 5, 2026
Wednesday, April 1, 2026
DDR: The Chosen and the Damned: Native Americans and the Making of Race in the United States by David J. Silverman
Day 1 (DDRD 3,074) April 1, 2026)
Read to page 27.
I had my doubts about going to this book next. Was I really prepared to read about the ignominious treatment of native Americans? Not a head in the sand reaction, but a keeping my head above water one. But it's a library book, and I knew that if I didn't start it now, it would go back unread. So....
x + 501 = 601 pages.
Go.
"...behind the American celebration of the self-made man is the reality that too many of those figures were and are mere hucksters and blowhards." (2)
Reference American Indians adapting to life after the invasion of whites by becoming ranchers, etc., Silverman says that "White civilization had no room for actual Indians adapting to modernity. Therefore, the White public either ignored them or dismissed them as inauthentic. Recognition as real Indians required playing to the stereotype." (4)
"...scholars no longer view race as real in a biological sense. Rather, they see it as a product of history, of human beings categorizing one another as discrete descent groups and giving those categories social, cultural, economic, and political meaning based on struggles for power. That is to say, scholars agree that race is not a matter of skin color, blood, or some other physical essence, but is purely a human construct for human purposes." (25)
Day 2 (DDRD 3,075) April 2, 2026)
Read to page 60.
I think I'm up the first person to read this book. The "received" stamp is for February 18th 2026, which is pretty close to the date I picked it up from the library. Also, there's this:
Is that a These Pages Have Not Been Turned Previously sound, or what?
Reference the deaths of many Native Americans from smallpox in the early 17th century, Governor John Winthrop said, "...so the Lord hath cleared our title to what we possess." (35) How's that for a Good Christian Man?
After discussing the atrocities committed by Nathaniel Bacon and his followers, we're told that even after "Bacon was long dead...the fear, hatred, and greed that drove his movement continued to animate the colony's vicious exploitation of Native people for decades to come." (50)
Which makes me wonder.
Day 3 (DDRD 3,076) April 3, 2026)
Read to page 90. According to Silverman, the governments of some of the colonies offered bounties for the scalps of "Indians." They went as high as the equivalent of today's $80,000. Can that possibly be true? Well...AI Overview says $30,000. But still...Holy shit!
Day 4 (DDRD 3,077) April 4, 2026)
Read to page 120.
As I was reading about the American Revolution today, Jacqueline found a Schoolhouse Rock segment on the same topic. (Coincidence, I suppose, though sometimes that's hard to believe.) I stopped to watch. It was an innocuous bit set to bouncy music, and there was only one appearance of Indians --in which they peered at the White folks and then disappeared again. Apparently, they weren't part of the action according to π« πͺ¨. Which I understand, of course: the target audience is a little young for the subject of genocide. But why include the Indians at all? To make them skittish spectators does not honor history.
By the way, I have taken to using the term Indians without even the small solace of quotation marks because according to the author of this book, who is a Native American, The People prefer this term to others. Apparently, it's liberal White folks (π) who try to force feed the Native American nomenclature.
They don't teach you this in history class: Indians refered to George Washington as Conotocarious, which meant Town Destroyer. (120)
Holy shit.
Another American hero, George Rogers Clark, said, "to excel [Indians] in barbarity was and is the only way to make war upon...and gain a name among them." To this, he added, "for his part, he would never spare Man woman or child of them on whom he could lay his hands." (120)
I have no words for this.
Day 5 (DDRD 3,078) April 5, 2026)
Read to page 130. I got sucked into The Moonstone and couldn't pull out. In fact, I'm going back now to finish it off.
Day 6 (DDRD 3,079) April 6, 2026)
Read to page 140. Another short day, but a better excuse this time: I was at the hospital from 7 am until 2 pm for a heart catheterization, then went home with a directive not to use my right hand for 24 hours. π
Day 7 (DDRD 3,080) April 7, 2026)
Read to page 170.
Said of the White treatment of Indians, but still works today: "The real issue was the number of White Americans whose ideology and interests made them blind to the obvious truth, or willing to lie about it bald-facedly." (167)
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| Andrew Jackson as the Great Father. (Satire) Public Domain |
Day 8 (DDRD 3,081) April 8, 2026)
Read to page 200.
In his discussion of the government's moving the Seminole Indians out of Florida, Silverman says, "...for every four Seminoles deported, the United States killed one person, lost three soldiers, and spent thirty-two thousand dollars. In today's money, that would be equivalent to about $8.5 million for every deportee." (181)
And once again, this sounds very familiar.
I suspect that no commentary is necessary regarding this...
...but just in case: The Latin phrase says "Civilization Replaces Barbarism," and it certainly appears as if that White dude is chasing the Indian out with his plow and horses.
Day 9 (DDRD 3,082) April 9, 2026)
Read to page 235.
An Indian named Smohalla
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said, "Men who work cannot dream and wisdom comes to us in dreams." (233)
That's what I'm talking about.
π΄ ✨️ ✨️ ✨️ ✨️ ✨️ ✨️
Day 10 (DDRD 3,083) April 10, 2026)
Read to page 254.
Day 11 (DDRD 3,084) April 11, 2026
Read to page 267. References to Indian boarding schools reminded me of the scenes in 1923 which showed the cruel and inhuman treatment children endured there. AI told me these other shows dealt with this: Sugarcane (Disney+), Anne With an E (Netflix), and Reservation Dogs (Disney+? HBO?)
I have 113 pages to go in this book. Counting today (since I'm not finished reading for today), I have 3 days before I go to the hospital. Can I pump it up to 40 pages per day and finish before then? I think so. Let's see.
BTW, the pictures in this book are just AWful...small and dark and blurry. Check this one out:
And that's not even the worst of them.
Meanwhile...
Read to page 307. πI think I can I think I can.π
Day 12 (DDRD 3,085) April 12, 2026
Read to page 354. 28 text pages to go. In the immortal words of Barry Manilow, Looks Like We Made It. π
If this doesn't break your heart, nothing will.

Sarah Deer
Day 13 (DDRD 3,086) April 13, 2026
Read to page 501, The End.
"Honest, evidence-based, resolute historical perspective is necessary to combat White supremacy in the present and future...." (377)
Which explains the conservative determination to sanitize history.
A good book, well worth reading.
Monday, March 30, 2026
Friday, March 27, 2026
DDR: The Coming Storm: Power, Conflict, and Warnings from History by Odd Arne Westad
Saw a blurb for this, thought it looked like my kind of thing, asked the library to send it to me, here it is. I think I'm the first person to check it out.
244 pages. Let's see what Westad has got.
Day 1 (DDRD 3,069) March 27, 2026)
Read to page 39.
Oh. Oh. Get this: "The best example of how British politics went from complacency to fear is the sudden appearance of the question of tariffs." (35) As it flails about in its death throes, Britain decides that imposing tariffs is the way to maintain their hold in the competitive trade market. Mmm-hmmm.
Day 2 (DDRD 3,070) March 28, 2026)
Read to page 84. Well...I'm not sure about this book. Thus far (about 1/3rd of the way through) I don't feel that I've learned a whole lot that I didn't know before. It's interesting enough, I suppose, but it's not digging its claws into me yet.
Day 3 (DDRD 3,071) March 29, 2026)
Read to page 150.
For one thing, to date this book has primarily focused on the events that led up to World War I. The supposition is that those events parallel what's happening now, but I would prefer more now and less then, especially if we're going to end up hypothosizing that World War III is imminent and unavoidable. π₯Ά
Day 4 (DDRD 3,072) March 30, 2026)
Read to page 195. So one more day ought to do it. This book has been such a disappointment, though. It's more about yesterday's umbrella than tomorrow's rain.
Day 5 (DDRD 3,073) March 31, 2026)
Read to page 244, The End.
The last 16 pages ("Conclusion") are more what I thought this book would be about. Also, surprisingly topical, mentioning events from 2025. But all in all this book was not worth five of my reading days, so make it worth my while and give it a skip. That way I'll feel that I have not read in vain.









