Saturday, January 30, 2021

Again, Vernon Subutex 1




Well...I know this is begining to be the Virginie Says blog...but hey, 💘 is 💘, and it infects everything around it. Besides, you get what you pay for. 

So....

Last night I was reading Vernon Subutex I* and this stopped me cold:

"...she was howling like a thing possessed, a stream of abuse that was directed at Vernon but went far beyond the nature of their recent relationship. He had two decades of frustration and disappointment thrown in his face. He was the embodiment of every man who had ever humiliated her."

And there was my ex-wife and my last girlfriend and to a lesser degree several of the other women I have been lucky enough to have been romantically involved with.

Funny (but not ha ha funny) thing is that my last girlfriend used to use that line on me regularly. She'd do something shitty and I would call her on it, not even getting all that upset, and she'd launch into a spiel about how This Can't Be About Me, This Must Be About ____ . Because she never meant harm to me in any way. Of course not. She was the brightest, purest angel on earth, and it was just ludicrous to think that she would ever do anything wrong. (That's not what angels do.)

So once again Virginie...who has Feminist cred that no one in their left mind could question...who is Pro-Female, Pro-Sex, Pro-Diversity, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera...has once again given me some deep insight into the wrong-headedness of some of the women I've been involved with. 

And I suspect that it is in part due to the fact that even though she has written essays and directed documentaries, she is essentially a novelist, and a novelist, if s/he is good, is compelled to tell the truth on as many levels as s/he possibly can. So Virginie just comes right at it. She doesn't spare men, either, so there's no way you can Stockholm Syndrome her. She calls em like she sees em, and she don't want your gonorrhea. 

By the way, reference the lines from the novel quoted above, Vernon had had a very short affair with the woman who was freaking out on him, and he hadn't actually done anything that warranted a reaction of that magnitude. 

Sometimes it just be like that.



* About halfway through now, thanks for asking. I've been a little distracted by other things for the past few days**, so I haven't been reading as much as I normally do, but I'm still very interested in this book, and am still planning on moving right on to II when I finish it. 

** One of which was reading Invitation to the Bold of Heart by Dorothee Elmiger***, which turned out not to be worth the time...and which, alas, also took a bit of the wind out of my sails. Thanks, Dorothee. 

*** Which was TOTALly Asja Bakić's fault. In one of the stories in her most excellent Mars: Stories she referenced D. Elmiger no less than five times, forcing me to seek out said Elmiger. Much to my regret.

The Inevitable Virginie Despentes Bibliography




The Books

1993 Baise-moi (Rape Me)

1997 Les Chiennes savantes (The Learned Bitches) *

1998 Les Jolies choses (Pretty Things)

1999 Mordre au travers (Bite Through) *

2002 Teen spirit *

2002 Trois étoiles (Three Stars) *

2004 Bye bye Blondie 

2006 King Kong Théorie

2010 Apocalypse Bébé

2015 Vernon Subutex: Volume 1

2015 Vernon Subutex: Volume 2

2017 Vernon Subutex: Volume 3

So 12 books, 4 of which (*) don't seem to be available in English. I've read 4 so far (thanks to the Louisville Free Public Library).


The Stories

1997 : « C'est dehors, c'est la nuit », recueil collectif Dix, Grasset / Les Inrockuptibles.

1999 : Mordre au travers, recueil de nouvelles, Librio.

2004 : « Toujours aussi pute », Revue Bordel, n°2, Flammarion.

2004 : « Putain, je déteste le foot... », biography of Lemmy Kilmister of the group Motörhead, Rock & Folk, n°444.

2004 : une nouvelle dans le recueil Des nouvelles du Prix de Flore, Flammarion.

2009 : « I put a spell on you », Psychologies magazine, Hors série « Les Secrets de l'érotisme ».


The Filmography

Writer (6 credits)
 2019 Vernon Subutex (TV Series) (novel - 9 episodes) 
- Episode #1.9 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.8 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.7 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.6 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.5 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.4 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.3 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.2 (2019) ... (novel)
- Episode #1.1 (2019) ... (novel)

 2013 Serious Ladies (Short) 
 2012 Bye Bye Blondie
 2007 Teen Spirit (novel "Teen-Spirit") 
 2001 Pretty Things (novel "Les jolies choses") 
 2000 Baise-moi (novel) / (screenplay) 

Director (3 credits)
 2012 Bye Bye Blondie 
 2009 Mutantes (TV Movie documentary) 
 2000 Baise-moi 


Wednesday, January 27, 2021

The Second World War by Winston S. Churchill (6 volumes): Volume III The Grand Alliance


Onward to Volume III, which is xxii + 818 = 840 pages long. A bit longer than the previous volumes...so it will probably take a few more days. Hopefully this is where the United States of America will make its appearance, because I'm getting very tired of FDR sitting on the sidelines while the world goes to hell in a hand basket.

P.S. I had a little peek at the Index and there was a listing for Pearl Harbour...early on, too--page 161...so it looks like my dream will come true in about a week. Here's looking at you.


Day One (DDRD 1,183): January 27, 2021

Read to page 10...which was actually more than twenty since there were twelve introductory pages. I'm wondering if the print in this page is smaller than it was in previous volumes. If so, I don't know if that will affect my amount of reading. Now that I'm in the text proper I'll do a more focused assessment of that.

One of the things that struck me in today's reading was that there were a couple of cities--Benghazi and Fallujah--which were problematic then and remain problematic now. Is that just coincidence, or is there something about these places...geographically, politically, spiritually, or quantumly...which makes them foci of discord?


Day Two (DDRD 1,184): January 28, 2021

Read to page 30.

Today's reading introduced me to Harry Hopkins. Wikipedia saith: 

"Harry Lloyd Hopkins was the 8th Secretary of Commerce, and President Franklin Delano Roosevelt's closest advisor on foreign policy during World War II." He had a short life--August 17, 1890 to January 29, 1946--but he seems to have accomplished quite a bit in those 55 years. 

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Churchill was very fond of Harry, and had this to say about him: "His was a soul that flamed out of a frail and failing body. He was a crumbling lighthouse from which there shone the beams that led great fleets to harbour. He had also a fight of sardonic humor. I always enjoyed his company, especially when things went ill." (21)

It's funny (but not ha ha funny) how such a man can just disappear into to maelstrom of history...assuming that I, as a reasonably intelligent and well-educated / well-read human being and citizen of the United States of America, can be said to represent with some degree of accuracy a person aware of History, at least in a popularized version. 

At any rate....

Churchill also continues to praise FDR, which surprises me. I am so frustrated with FDR's lack of action that I have begun to really dislike him. Undoubtedly this is due to a lack of knowledge on my part, as surely Churchill would not have held back on recriminations if he had felt the way that I do, so maybe I just need to read more widely to get the picture of FDR's relationship to the second world war. Which would be interesting...though I don't know that I'll get around to it, as I have quite a few things on my plate with respect to attempting to educate myself prior to shuffling off this mortal coil.

I did a little side by side comparison of Volumes II and III...


...and...well, they look about the same, don't they? So I guess I was wrong about Volume III having tinier print.

Meanwhile...here we are in January of 1941 and the USSR is still allied with Germany. Sometimes I'm amazed at how much I don't know about history. 

In other news...I just started reading Invitation to the Bold of Heart by Dorothee Elmiger (thank you, interlibrary loan), and look who popped up on page 1: 



Day Three (DDRD 1,185): January 29, 2021🐔🐔

Read to page 50. Timed myself, and it took 45 minutes...which means that it must be pretty much the same word density per page as the previous two volumes. So there's that.

I was interested to read the story of Rudolf Hess' secret mission to Scotland. I first encountered this story in fictional form...in Greg Iles' first novel, Spandau Phoenix. I thought for sure that Greg was pulling a silver rabbit out of his hat on that one, and was astonished when I checked up on it and found out that the basic premise of what he said in the novel was true...at least before he complicated it later on. So it was cool to read Churchill's take on that.

There was also a good little anecdote about German bombers missed their target (a Rolls Royce Factory in Derby) and dropped 230 bombs and lots of incendiaries on open country. About this, Churchill opines, "The total casualties there were two chickens." He so funny.



Day Four (DDRD 1,186): January 30, 2021

Read to page 70. 


The text of this volume ends on page 629, and then there are 157 pages of appendices. That's a lot of love. 

At this point in the narrative, it looks like the Brits are actually starting to do quite well, even though they are pretty much going it alone. They have pretty much kicked Italy's ass, and are now heading up into Greece. It doesn't seem that the Germans have made much of a dent in Africa yet, though, so I suppose that will be in the near future. In fact, I just checked the index, and it looks like in about 100 pages Rommel is going to be heading off to Africa, so that will definitely be a different story. And the U.S. of A.? Still sitting in the kitchen with Dinah, plucking on the old banjo.




Day Five (DDRD 1,187): January 31, 2021

Read to page 90.

A bit of a backtrack to let us see how the Brits kicked Italy's ass out of Africa took up 3/4ths of today's reading. Interesting that there were folks who who advocating waiting until May 1941 to take action, but when Churchill and company pushed for earlier movements it went swimmingly, and they were pretty much finished up by February 1941. So much for faint hearts.

There were more then / now cities mentioned: Mogadishu, Addis Ababa, & Djibouti (aka Jibuti)


Day Six (DDRD 1,188): February 1, 2021

Read to page 110. At one point, Churchill was talking about German naval attacks, and he tells of The Hipper which, "in a savage attack lasting an hour...destroyed seven out of nineteen ships, making no attempt to rescue survivors, and regained Brest two days later." (105)

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And after I'd read that, I just kept thinking about the "making no attempt to rescue survivors," and what that actually meant. How many men (presumably they were all men) went into the Atlantic Ocean after those attacks? What a horrible way to die. And the complete randomness of it. You didn't die this horrible death because you were a bad person or because you did something risky. You died because you were in the wrong fucking place at the wrong fucking time. That's how precious life is on this bitch of an Earth.

Fuck.


Day Seven (DDRD 1,189): February 2, 2021

Read to page130. 

Funny how things cross over. After stumbling into some Greenland Noir books by Christoffer Petersen (I gulped down 4 novels and 4 novellas in short order), I got slightly obsessed with Greenland and did some other reading (like my first book of this year, First Light by Rebecca Stead) and watched some stuff (like the first episode of a documentary series called Through Greenland starring Nikolaj Coster-Waldau of Game of Thrones). And today I bumped into Greenland in this book. First, the rather uncomplimentary (but hey, truth is truth) "Greenland was entirely devoid of resources....(120) And then a bit bit later Churchill talks about FDR establishing an air base in Greenland. This would have been 1941, and I would bet that that is when Thule air base was established. Let's just have a quick look. 🥁🥁🥁 Our friends at Wikipedia say...

"Beginning in the summer of 1941, the US Coast Guard and the War Department established weather and radio stations at Narsarsuaq Airport (Bluie West-1), Sondrestrom Air Base (Bluie West-8), Ikateq (Bluie East Two), and Gronnedal (Bluie West-9). In 1943 the Army Air Forces set up weather stations Scoresbysund (Bluie East-3) on the east coast around the southern tip of Greenland, and Thule (Bluie West-6) to be operated by Danish personnel. Many other sites were set up, but BW-6, isolated in the far North, was then of very minor importance." (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thule_Air_Base)

Ooops. I guess I would have lost that bet, wouldn't I? Well, anyway...it was nice to see Greenland here.


Day Eight (DDRD 1,190): February 3, 2021

Read to page 150.

Hey, check out what I just saw on Yahoo!'s news page: Angelina Jolie is selling Winston Churchill's only wartime painting. Short version: AJ is expecting to get $3.4 million for it. I for one am relieved: I was worried she might be running short of cash what with the pandemic and all of that. 😓 One less thing to worry about now.


Day Nine (DDRD 1,191): February 4, 2021

Read to page 170. 

"The mistakes of years cannot be remedied in hours." (153)

And...it is now March 1941, and Rommel has finally been sent to Africa (Tripoli). So some shit is about to go down there, foe shoah. Also, the first hints that Japan might be eyeing the idea of attacking the U.S. of A. In fact, there's even a mention of Pearl Harbour. Mmm-hmmm.


Day Ten (DDRD 1,192): February 5, 2021

Read to page 190.

Rommel hit the ground running, and he is kicking big ass in Africa now. Funny, Churchill talks about how he gave a public nod of the head to Rommel for his soldierly skills, and how there was a great uproar because he had praised The Enemy. Churchill to the end, he closes the anecdote by saying he wasn't sorry then and still isn't now. (Though he does add that Rommel parted ways with Hitler and was even involved in a plot to assassinate Hitler near the end...which ended up costing him his life.)


Day Eleven (DDRD 1,193): February 6, 2021

Read to page 210.


Day Twelve (DDRD 1,194): February 7, 2021

Read to page 230. 

Churchill relates a story about the bombardment of Tripoli by three battleships, a cruiser, and "some" destroyers. They bombarded the town for 40 minutes. He notes that large fires ensued due to the fact that a fuel depot had been hit, and that fires then spread to buildings in the area. The bombardment commenced at 5:00 a.m.  Astonishing to me is the fact that the ships were at a range of between 11,000 and 14,000 yards. That's 6.25 to 8 miles! (214) It also made me think, I wonder if there was somebody...some early morning walker or a milkman or someone...who was in the wrong place at the wrong time and was blown to pieces because of that. Death in wartime just seems so random...and it's hard not to conclude that life is meaningless if death is random, y'know?


Day Thirteen (DDRD 1,195): February 8, 2021

Read to page 250.

Churchill tells a story about meeting with Bernard Freyberg after the first World War, and asking Bernard to show him his wounds. He says that when Bernard stripped himself to show that he had 27 separate scars and gashes. (Churchill also said that he added another three in the Second World War.) That's quite an image, isn't it? If I were a sculptor...but then again, no...no, really, if I were a sculptor, I would have to create this. I'm thinking that I'd have young (-ish...he would have been in his mid to late forties) Churchill actually putting his finger into one of the wounds, evoking the St. Thomas thing. And thinking that, it also made me wonder if maybe Thomas got a bad rap. What if it wasn't doubt that prompted him to touch the risen Jesus' wounds, but a desire to honor those wounds...which I presume is why Churchill wanted to see Freyberg's wounds. Just sayin', sir.


Day Fourteen (DDRD 1,196): February 9, 2021

Read to page 270.

The bad news: the Brits got blown out of Crete, which was seen as a must-hold place. According to Churchill, it was something of a Pyrrhic victory, though, as the Germans expended so many resources (including man-power) to take the island that they pretty much lost their chances to engage in the Balkan theater.

Also...it's now mid-May 1941 and the Americans are beginning to help out a bit by patrolling the Atlantic ocean. Churchill notes, "I feel they are being drawn near and nearer to their great decision." But then he adds the rather ominous,  "It is better however not to count too much on this." Which sounds like a more dismal version of "...you can always count on the Americans to do the right thing — after they've exhausted every other possibility.”


Day Fifteen (DDRD 1,197): February 10, 2021

Read to page 290. Much of it focused on battles with The Bismarck, a mighty German ship which finally met its match in the North Atlantic. Pretty exciting story, actually.


Day Sixteen (DDRD 1,198): February 11, 2021

Read to page 310.

Reference action in North Africa, Churchill writes to General Wavell to congratulate him, noting that the loss of 20 tanks and "1,000 or 1,500 casualties do not seem to be at all too heavy a cost." (302) Well...that's a little chilling in and of itself, of course, even if it is inevitable that there will be lives lost in battle. But the "1,000 or 1,500," the casual lack of distinction implicit there, is just horrifying. I don't hold it against Churchill per se, but still...I wouldn't have minded if he'd decided to leave that line out of the book.

Speaking of General Wavell...not only did I see his dismissal for the Middle East Command coming for a hundred or so pages...Churchill even makes an oblique reference to the fact that the reader should have seen it...something along the lines of, "readers will not be surprised" inserted before moving to the story of how Wavell was sent off to a command in India. There were previous references to Wavell seeming tired and, though the word was not used, timid / conservative in battle. 

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Day Seventeen (DDRD 1,199): February 12, 2021

Read to page 330.

Of trying to convince Stalin that the U.S.S.R. was in great danger of being attacked by Germany, Churchill said, "Nothing that any of us could do pierced the purblind prejudice and fixed ideas which Stalin had raised between himself and the terrible truth." (328)

For some reason, this makes me think of Trump's first impeachment trial. And the second.


Day Eighteen (DDRD 1,200): February 13, 2021

Read to page 350. Getting pretty close to the midway point of this book.

Also heading into two subjects which interest me mightily: Stalingrad and Pearl Harbor. 

At one point in Today's Twenty, Churchill is questioned about supporting Russia when Germany invades (since he had always been an opponent of communism). Churchill responds by saying, "If Hitler invaded hell I would make at least a favorable reference to the devil in the House of Commons." He so funny.

In other news, I was listening to a bit from The Dick Cavett Show which featured Orson Welles. Turns out Orson knew Churchill a little bit, and he told a story that was pretty funny. Welles was somewhere trying to convince a guy to invest in his film, and as they passed through a hotel lobby Churchill nodded to Welles. That instantly sealed the deal for the film financing. The next day, Welles told Churchill about what had happened. And later on, Welles and the financier again passed Churchill in the hotel lobby, and this time Churchill stood up and bowed to Welles. Is that funny or what?

Much to my surprise I finished Book One of this volume (Germany Drives East), and started Book Two, War Comes to America. This stuff just keeps getting better, too. I'm already beginning to think, "I'm not going to be ready to stop reading Churchill when I get to the end of the sixth volume of this series." Well, if I still feel that when then (about four months from now, I'd wager), there is plenty more Churchill out there...but access to it might be a little dicey. (And how absurd is that?)


Day Nineteen (DDRD 1,201): 💗February 14, 2021💗

Read to page 370. 

Funny...after many pages of thinking that General Wavell was a pain in the ass who regularly frustrated Churchill's plans, Wavell's successor, General Claude Auchinleck--

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--proves to be an even bigger pain in the ass. 
Kind of like marriage. You think the first one was fucked up? Wait until you see how the second one goes. Mmm-hmmm.


Day Twenty (DDRD 1,202): February 15, 2021

Read to page 395. (I wanted to get past the halfway point in the text.)

Churchill tells a story about how he was making a secret journey to meet with FDR, and because of bad weather in the Atlantic, his ship had to go ahead of its escort. This meant that they also could not communicate very often (since transmissions put the ship at risk). He said that this gave him for the first time in months a chance to read for pleasure, and he read Captain Hornblower, R. N. When he had a chance he sent a message to the man in a Middle Eastern post who had given the book to him, which said "I find Hornblower admirable." He then notes, " this caused perturbation in the Middle East headquarters, where it was imagined that 'Hornblower' was the code-word for some special operation of which they had not been told." (382) 

Churchill also talks about a worship service that was held on board his ship with American and British soldiers and leaders. He comments on it by saying "Every word seemed to stir the heart. It was a great hour to live. Nearly half those who sang were soon to die." (384) That one stings as much as the prior one amused.

Last but not least:


Lying about. Heh, those Brits.


Day Twenty-One (DDRD 1,203): February 16, 2021

Read to page 410. Didn't write up the things I wanted to remember right away, though, and now (24 hours later) I've forgotten what they were. Ummm...Go, Churchill!


Day Twenty-Two (DDRD 1,204): February 17, 2021

Read to page 430. Wow, those Russians...what a bunch of bitch dogs they were. Churchill kept it clean on the official record (as indicated by the messages reproduced here), but his comments about it indicate that he was really biting down on his tongue. With good reason, since Hitler's attack on the U.S.S.R. took some of the heat off of the British forces, so he didn't want to tell Stalin to fuck off.


Day Twenty-Three (DDRD 1,205): February 18, 2021

Read to page 450.


Day Twenty-Four (DDRD 1,206): February 19, 2021

Read to page 470. 

Interesting bit in a letter from Churchill to Stalin dated 4 November 1941: "I am urging President Roosevelt to increase his pressure on the Japanese and keep them frightened so that the Vladivostok route will not be blocked." Which makes me wonder what other moves preceded (and perhaps led to?) the attack on Pearl Harbor. Not that that would justify it in any way, just that we (or at least I) were (was) taught that the attack came out of nowhere as we were discussing peace in D.C. with the "perfidious Japs."


Day Twenty-Five (DDRD 1,207): February 20, 2021

Read to page 490.

Less than a month until Pearl Harbor now. There have been occasional mentions of the Japanese in the letters / communiques of this time, but nothing to indicate that there was any idea that they were going to be a problem.


Day Twenty-Six (DDRD 1,208): February 21, 2021

Read to page 510. And yes, it has been a shitty day. Thanks for asking.


Day Twenty-Seven (DDRD 1,209): February 22, 2021

Read to page 530.

And here's another reason to love Churchill:


Nothing like a little "Kubla Khan" to set things right.

Meanwhile...

Churchill makes reference to economic sanctions applied against Japan in July 1941. Embargoes put in place by the US, Great Britain, and Holland "cut off from Japan all supplies of oil, on which the Navy, and indeed the whole war-power of Japan, depended. The Japanese Navy was at once forced to live on its oil reserves, and at the outbreak of the Pacific War had in fact consumed four out of eighteen months supply." (521-522)

So that might be another reason for the whole Pearl Harbor thing, hmmm?

In the news today, seems that Biden has decided to move a bust of Churchill out of the Oval Office. Well. There it is.


Day Twenty-Eight (DDRD 1,210): February 23, 2021

Read to page 554.

"However sincerely we try to put ourselves in another person's position, we cannot allow for processes of the human mind and imagination to which reason offers no key." (536) Which is Churchill summing up the behavior of Japan in World War II...and which sums up my relationship with pretty much every woman I have ever known. 

Meanwhile...



Yep. It was a pretty intense chapter. So much so that I kept reading until the end of it, hence the "extra" pages read today. 

At one point, Churchill gives the text of a letter he writes to the Japanese ambassador reference Britain declaring war on Japan. (Which, I thought it worth noting, they actually did BEFORE the United States did, since FDR had to go to Congress to ask permission.) It is a an extremely polite letter, beginning with the salutation "Sir" and ending with the closing "Your obedient servant, Winston S. Churchill." Churchill then comments, "Some people did not like this ceremonial style. But after all when you have to kill a man it costs nothing to be polite."

I was also stunned by two facts: (1) According to WSC, 40 volumes of information about the attack on Pearl Harbor(u)r were compiled in the years following the attack. 聖なるたわごと! I also started wondering how long the attack lasted...and ATWSC the attack began at 7:55 am and was over with by 10 am. 聖なるたわごと!!

There were more little details which made it seem kind of suspicious that the Japanese were able to successfully make this attack, but the fact that there were almost no American battleships left in the Pacific Theater afterwards kind of moots those points for me. I mean, I can see FDR being willing to kill a few thousand sailors to shoehorn the USA into the war, but I can't imagine him allowing the Japanese to take pretty much complete control of the Pacific Ocean in order to accomplish that...especially not in a time when it would take a month or more to get other ships into the Pacific.

And yes, I did just put in a request for Pearl Harbor to the Louisville Free Public Library. Like you couldn't see that one coming.


Day Twenty-Nine (DDRD 1,211): February 24, 2021

Read to page 571. 


Day Thirty (DDRD 1,212): February 25, 2021

Read to page 590. 


Day Thirty-One (DDRD 1,213): February 26, 2021

Read to page 610.

Reference attending a Christmas Eve Church service, Churchill says, "Certainly there was much to fortify the faith of all who believe in the moral governance of the universe." (594) I thought that was an interesting way to refer to God.

And surprise, surprise, surprise...the text of this volume ends on page 629, so I'll be finishing that up tomorrow...and then there are 153 pages of Appendices. So 8 or 9 more days before I start Volume IV. Woot.


Day Thirty-Two (DDRD 1,214): February 27, 2021

Read to page 632, which is the end of the text pages for Volume III. 

With respect to the war against Japan, Churchill makes the comment that "the vast distances in the Pacific and the advantageous forward key points already seized or likely to be seized by the Japanese will make the serious invasion of the homelands of Japan a very lengthy business." (622) That made me think about how the justification for the use of the two atomic bombs against Hiroshima and Nagasaki was basically that it would save the horrific cost of defeating the Japanese on the ground. And that made me think about the comic book about an alternate WWII history wherein the bombs weren't dropped, and the ground war had to be fought. And that made me want to read that comic book. There was a big problem with that, though. I couldn't remember the name of the comic book. I tried Googling "comic book World War II alternate history Japan" and several variations on those terms, and got nothing. So I thought harder. I was reasonably sure that this comic book had been written by Chuck Dixon, and suspicioned that it had been produced under the WildStorm banner. So I Wikipediaed Chuck Dixon and then searched for WildStorm. And there it was: Storming Paradise. A six issue series which appeared under the WildStorm logo. And due to the fact that the one thing in my life that I am organized about is my comic book collection, I was able to pull those six issues out of a box a few minutes later. Going to cozy up with them later on.

Meanwhile...

The last few pages of the book were taken up with Churchill's very interesting story about flying from Norfolk to Bermuda after his visit to the States, where a ship was waiting for him to travel back to England. Churchill recounts how he traveled in a Boeing flying boat to Bermuda, which he liked very much. He even mentions talking to the pilot, and taking the controls of the ship for a bit. He then asked the captain could this plane fly from Bermuda to England? The pilot responded that she could. He tells Churchill that they could make the trip in 20 hours since they had a good 40 mph wind behind them. 

Hold it there for a moment. 20 hours??? That's a 7 1/2 hour flight nowadays. Kind of puts it into perspective, doesn't it? 

Also, Churchill was so effusive in his praise for this Boeing Flying Boat that I wanted to have a look at it, so I Googled about and not only found some great pictures--

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--but a story entitled "Winston's Wild Ride"
which included a newsreel about the journey. Good times.

My friend Pat has also caught the Churchill bug, and has started reading Erik Larson's The Splendid and the Vile: A Saga of Churchill, Family, and Defiance During the Blitz. She told me a few days ago that she was mad about Biden moving the bust of Churchill out of the Oval Office, too!

Onward to the Appendices.


Day Thirty-Three (DDRD 1,215): February 28, 2021

Read to page 650. 

Some advice for politicians:




Day Thirty-Four (DDRD 1,216): March 1, 2021

Read to page 670. 


Day Thirty-Five (DDRD 1,217): March 2, 2021

Read to page 690.

Learned another new word courtesy of WSC: 

in·ter·ca·late

/inˈtərkəˌlāt/

verb

1. interpolate (an intercalary period) in a calendar.

2. insert (something) between layers in a crystal lattice, geological formation, or other structure.

In other news...less than 100 pages to go in Volume III (so five days), and I just finished watching Pearl Harbor. It was pretty okay, actually. Made me think (again) of The Pacific Trilogy, which might have to happen after Churchill. 


Day Thirty-Six (DDRD 1,218): March 3, 2021

Read to page 711.


Day Thirty-Seven (DDRD 1,219): March 4, 2021

Read to page 730.


Day Thirty-Eight (DDRD 1,220): March 5, 2021

Read to page 750. There was an interesting reference to women serving in the military:


Unless I'm misreading this, it seems very Feminist for 1942. I was impressed. I was also curious as to what A.T.S. was, and found out that it stood for Auxiliary Territorial Service.


Some interesting information on this can be found here: https://www.forces-war-records.co.uk/units/131/auxiliary-territorial-service/ . Clearly women were needed for the military to function, and there's nothing that promotes equality like necessity. 


Day Thirty-Nine (DDRD 1,221): March 6, 2021

Read to page 770...which puts me at less than 20 pages before the end of this book. I'm thinking about just pushing on so I can start in on Volume IV tomorrow. Once again I'm reminded that while the Appendices are interesting, it's just not the same as reading the text... and not nearly as compelling. Have to rethink that Read Them As They Are Mentioned approach I mentioned previously.

News as it happens.


Day 40 (DDRD 1,222): March 7, 2021

Fell short by about a dozen pages last night--for some reason I preferred whiskey to Churchill. (Tried to carry on with Churchill despite the, but had to admit that nothing was penetrating my liquid brain.) But I was up early this morning, and I put it to rest with my first cup of coffee. This was a most excellent book, and despite the fact that I've now spend three and a half months with Mr. Churchill (over the course of several thousand pages), I'm still ready for more. So onward to Volume IV: The Hinge of Fate

Hasta que volvamos a leer.










DDR Day 1000 to Day 2000:


(1) Leviathan 63 days, 729 pages
(2) Stalingrad 27 days, 982 pages
(3) Life and Fate 26 days, 880 pages
(4) The Second World War 34 + 32 + __ days, 4,379 pages  Total: 6,970 pages...more than 1/2 of my first 1,000 DDR days


Tuesday, January 26, 2021

Virginie Despentes on Amputation

"...when you’re young you believe that time heals; she had since learned that you have to amputate to survive."


VERNON SUBUTEX 1 

by 

Virginie Despentes 

Monday, January 25, 2021

Vernon Subutex 1 or More Songs About Virginie Despentes and Novels



84 (of 339) pages into my second Virginie Despentes novel, and I am really beginning to fall in love with her writing. Thus far, Vernon Subutex 1 is mostly about a guy who has lost his record store and then his apartment, and is trying to deal with being homeless as he moves from one friend's apartment to the next. It reminds me a little bit of Frederick Exley's Notes From a Cold Island...a book I recently tried to re-read, but abandoned because of Exley's unrelenting misogyny and general mean-spiritedness. But to be honest...and this hurts, because despite this recent disillusionment, I've spent over forty years lionizing Exley...the truth is that Virginie Despentes is a much better writer than Exley ever was. Not only does she create characters who are clearly not limited by her own biography, but she also has a way of startling you with observations that reveal things which you immediately recognize as true. Like this: "Past the age of forty, everyone is like a bombed-out city." If you don't feel the truth of that, then you're either (1) not old enough, (2) oblivious vis-a-vis the true state of your consciousness, or (3) drunk or high. 

Also, as I noted in a previous post, Virginie Despentes holds nothing back when it comes to criticizing women, whether it be with regard to their mode of robing or their sexual motivations and / or manipulations. For instance: 

"This is the problem, when women start talking among themselves, they come up with conclusions that defy all reason, and let’s not pretend that, deep down, it doesn’t stem from a profound hostility toward the masculine libido."

That doesn't sound like something that would come from a Punk Rock Pro-Pornography Anti-Gender-Typical Feminist.

Or maybe it does. The women I've met who would fall into that camp all have one thing in common: serious anger...no, serious RAGE...against anyone who dares to be a heterosexual white male. And although it's easy to allow personal experience to become Truth, it's at minimum a good idea to be open to the idea that your Truth might be a skewed perception. Maybe Virginie Despentes' vision is the more realistic PRP-PA-G-TF perspective, and the Rage View is just the mindset of the fucked up people I have personally known. 

Which might even explain that horrorshow of a movie (Mutantes) Despentes directed. I didn't get the impression that she was critiquing the "Mutantes" in any way, for sure...but maybe my mistake was in assuming that she was approving their perspective. After all, real writers don't mount soap boxes or the hoods of their battered automobiles...they put on their hard hats and start chiseling the rock face.

At one point in Vernon Subutex 1, Vernon reflects on a woman who had written vile messages to him on his Facebook page. He concludes that "He doesn’t hold it against her, he knows sometimes people go batshit crazy."

I wish that I could reach that point of centeredness...the ultimate of Judge Not. 

Okay. Time for more novel. Just thought I'd check in.

Friday, January 22, 2021

Virginie Despentes


I recently re-read Mars: Stories by Asja Bakić...which I greatly enjoyed (again) and heartily recommend. Mars was published by The Feminist Press at CUNY, and after the text of the book there were some ads for other books by that publisher. One of those books was Pretty Things by Virginie Despentes. It looked interesting, so I checked the Louisville Free Public Library, saw that they had an e-copy, and checked it out and downloaded it to my Kindle. 

Pretty early on, this paragraph caught my attention:

"By now, he knows her little mean-girl schemes. Whether she sleeps with him or not, a man is still her worst enemy. The first time she lands a guy, she’s as nice as a babysitter, all smiles between two blow jobs. Until the day she disappears. She pulls that move almost every time, to make them realize how attached they are. When she comes back, it turns serious, and the guys pay. Until the day it’s no longer enough for Claudine: the gifts, the attention, the acts of love. Then, the final phase, she declares that not only is she seeing someone else, but she fucking loves it. Feigning sincere distress, she lets slip, 'If you knew how hard he makes me come.'”

I was startled by the fact that this naked admission of the mean-spiritedness embodied by this female character had been written by a woman. I've been watching (in small increments) Eileen Atkins' performance of Virginia Woolf's "A Room of One's Own" essay, and it struck me that the words from Despentes' novel seemed in line with what one of Woolf's angry men would say of women. 

I also had to admit that this kind of naked emotional brutality has appeared in many of the women I've been romantically involved with over the five decades of my life in which I was involved with that kind of relationship. (And yes, that is a tacit admission that I am no longer interested in that kind of relationship.) The one who convinced me to join the army so that we could be married sooner...and then broke up with me when I was in basic training. The older woman who invited me over to make love to her, and after we'd finished and were lying in bed, answered the phone and made a date which she had to get ready for immediately. The one who invited another woman over to the house when I was at work and fucked her in the bed we would share later that night. The one who told me she once felt sorry for me and my "retarded children." (And then took a bulletin board off of the wall and threw it at me.) The one who came to my house holding her old wedding dress and told me that she wanted to put it on and have me beat her until she bled on the dress. The one who told me that the weekend we had spent together was one of the best times of her life...and then cut off all communications with me.

And so on.

And then there are stories I've heard from friends about how they've been treated scurrilously by women. The woman who, after leaving the marriage, came back to the house when her husband was at work and took away every doorknob. The woman who...well, enough's enough, isn't it. No need to make this a chamber of horrors.

It's hard for me not to come to some really negative conclusions about women and what they want from their relationships. And the same might apply to men...in fact, I'm sure that it does. But I haven't had many romantic relationships with men, so I'll leave that part of the map for someone who knows what they're talking about.

Anyway...after her words sank in, I wanted to know something about this Virginie Despentes, so I went Googling. And found that in addition to writing, she had done some work on movies--mostly things based on her own novels:


I checked the usual suspect places, and the only one that had anything available for streaming was Kanopy...which had a documentary Virginie had directed: Mutantes - Punk Porn Feminism (2009). So I started watching that.

And it wasn't long before I had to pause for breath. Violence, exhibitionism, ugliness, elevation of the importance of sex as identity, exploitation of the female, objectification of the male (literally--there are a few glimpses of real penises in the movie, but there are many, many dildos). It was actually sickening. Hard to believe that a movie which features a plethora of scenes of naked breasts, buttocks, vaginas, cunnilingus, and other such things could be so lacking in eroticism, but watching this really made me think, "I never want to have sex again." Seriously. It was all just so desperate and mean-spirited and focused on self-gratification. It was all so ANGRY. I kept thinking I was going to just stop watching it, but I wanted to figure out why a woman who had written so honestly about sex and sexual identity in her novel would put out something like this...which seemed to me completely lacking in honesty. And, of course, I kept hoping that a corner would be turned.

I made it to the end, and I would heartily recommend that you spend the hour and a half required to view it in its entirety doing something more worthwhile...like sitting in a chair and staring at a blank wall. But if it's porn you're looking for, you can do a whole lot better than this, for sure. In other words: there was no turning of that corner.

Ironically, I went back to the novel with trepidations. I started thinking that the novel would turn the corner on the other end of the street: from honesty to anger. But I read on...and it didn't turn that corner. 

"Impossible for Pauline to understand why she did that, all that, with men. It’s like impoverishing yourself, a failure of self-preservation. Gaining nothing, in fact, other than a heap of bad memories that you lug around like a lost soul."

I went on YouTube and found an interview with Despentes. It was entitled "Virginie Despentes on Killing Rapists." Which is apparently central to her first novel, Baise-Moi. (Brief aside: I am definitely okay with killing rapists, so I didn't find this title shocking.) It was a thoughtful, interesting interview. It made me even more interested in Despentes. And I know it's ironic...and I understand that it might be inappropriate...but I have to say that I found Despentes very sexy. 

So yeah, I was ready to finish Pretty Things, and that's what I did in one big gulp. And? It was an excellent novel. It certainly contains anger...but it isn't ruled by anger. It certainly does expose the hypocrisy that many women embody...but it does the same for men. It is a novel in the truest sense of the word: it creates a world and then it examines its crevices.

And now? Well, I just downloaded Vernon Subutex 1: A Novel, and I am going to start reading it as soon as I get out of here. 

BTW...an interesting coincidence. One of the translators Despentes worked with was Siân Reynolds...who did the translations of all three of the Fernand Braudel Civilization and Capitalism, 15th–18th Century books I read way back when. 

It's a small 🌎 after all.


Wednesday, January 20, 2021

Ram On

 





I don't know when I bought Paul McCartney's Ram album...maybe when it first came out? It's on vinyl, so before I started buying CDs... which means before 1988, at least, because that's when I bought my first CD. Which I only know because when Roy Harper's ...descendants of Smith came out on CD (in 1988), I bought it and then had to buy a CD player so I could listen to it. Using this same methodology, a few years later I bought tickets to a Roy Harper gig, and then had to buy airplane (and etcetera) tickets to Ireland so I could get to the gig. Yes, I do love Roy Harper, as a matter of fact. 

And I love Paul McCartney, too. He's made more than a few missteps along the way, but still...he has a lot of truly classic songs. Let's ponder that thought for a moment. For me, the list would go like this:

"Every Night"
"Maybe I'm Amazed"
"Too Many People"
"Three Legs"
"Ram On"
"Uncle Albert / Admiral Halsey"
"Another Day"
"Bip Bop"
"Tomorrow"
"Big Barn Bed"
"Hi, Hi, Hi"
"Band on the Run"
"Jet"
"Let Me Roll It"
"Helen Wheels"
"Venus and Mars"
"Rockshow"
"You Gave Me the Answer"
"Let 'Em In"
"Junior's Farm"
"Sally G"
"London Town"
"I've Had Enough"
"With a Little Luck"
"Name and Address"
"Mull of Kintyre"
"Rockestra Theme"
"Coming Up"
"Tug of War"
"Pipes of Peace"
"Say Say Say"
"Hope of Deliverance"
"How Kind of You"
"At the Mercy"
"Riding to Vanity Fair"


That's a lot of really good songs...and spread out over five decades. Pretty impressive run. And I'm not all that familiar with many of his albums between Back to the Egg and now. (No pun intended.)

But Ram has always been my favorite Paul McCartney album. Partially because it has four of my favorite McCartney songs (the red ones in the list above)...and partly because of the feel of the album. It's kind of homey. Not in the empty room way that McCartney sometimes evoked...more like a "made in a barn while the cattle were lowing" way. It feels like a McCartney who was finally comfortable in his own skin after shedding his Beatles epidermis. And his love for Linda seems very vibrant and sweet. 

So years later when I found out that McCartney had recorded a different version of this entire album...an instrumental version entitled Thrillington and attributed to Percy "Thrills" Thrillington...well, I just had to have that, didn't I?

I have a vague memory of reading a review of Thrillington in Rolling Stone...and then not being able to find the album. But I kept looking. Many years later McCartney released a huge box set version of Ram...which was well beyond the reach of my budget...and I was very frustrated to see that Thrillington was included in this release. But I held on and kept looking. And finally (on August 30, 2013, to be exact) the album became available for download at a normal price. I downloaded. I listened. I enjoyed. I laughed. It was quite a farce in many ways...McCartney being playful and fun. But it was also good music. A McCartney symphony long before he turned his fingers in that direction for reals. I played that album over and over again. And then, like all good things, I forgot about it.

And then yesterday it popped into my thoughts, so I got it out and gave it a spin. And it made me happy, so I gave it another. And today I gave it another. What a fun little album. And not just as an adjunct to Ram...despite its playfulness, I found the arrangements quite pleasing to my ears. Especially the brassy stuff.

I went on to Wikipedia to see what instruments McCartney had played on this, and was disappointed to see that it didn't look like he had played any. In fact, it gave the impression that PM hadn't done anything other than hand the project to one of his buddies and tell him to have at it.

But I kept on digging, and found some different information, which goes like this:

Thrillington was recorded in June of 1971. A month after the Ram album came out, McCartney went into the studio with some musicians and vintage-sounding backing singers and, serving as producer, assembled an instrumental version of Ram. Shortly thereafter, however, he began to put Wings together, and the Thrillington album was shelved...and was not released until April 1977 (and then pseudonymously).  McCartney didn't confirm the rumors that it was his work until November of 1989. 

from  https://ultimateclassicrock.com/paul-mccartney-ram-thrillington/

I liked that answer (McCartney very hands on) much more than Wikipedia's implications, so I'm going to go for that. 

Along the way to that answer, I also found out that there was a book which gives lots of details reference this album: The Unknown Paul McCartney by Ian Peel. I looked about for it, and found that it was available online...but at a cost of over $100, so that wasn't going to happen. But then I had a look on Amazon, and lo and behold, it's available for Kindle for less than $3. I suppose you know what my next Amazon purchase will be, eh?

ANYway...you can listen to Thrillington in its entirety on YouTube these days.

As for me, I'm thinking about getting it on vinyl. A mere $18.99, man. And a steal at twice that price.

Now...do I need a CD version of Ram to go with that?