But I read the story in my copy of Isaac Asimov Complete Stories Volume 1. 33 pages which comprise what Asimov has said was his 3rd favorite story. He also said that he cried when he wrote it, and cried again when he re-read it years later on.
Ежедневное молитвенное чтение: Емч
As with Notes From Underground, I've been down this road more than a few times, since I taught it to the AP senior classes I had for about 15 years. And despite that, I'm still very excited to read it again. This version was translated by Sydney Monas, of whom I've heard, but I don't think I've read him previously. We're looking at xix + 536 = 555 pages here, so 18 days or less.
Off to The Crystal Palace!
Day 1 (DDRD 2,282) January 30, 2024
Read to page 10. Feels good to be back in Raskólʹnikov Land, but the gears haven't started meshing smoothly yet. I'm wondering if it's me on Sydney.
Day 2 (DDRD 2,283) January 31, 2024
Read to page 40.
Whilst reading this morning, this line caught my attention:
"Since everybody has learned that Dunia is about to marry Peter Petrovich my credit has suddenly zoomed...." (37)
"Zoomed" is a word that took me by surprise. Especially coming from Raskilnikov's mom.
So I thought I'd check it against Constance. She said, "Now that everyone has heard that Dounia is to marry Pyotr Petrovitch, my credit has suddenly improved...." (2,113)
Hmm. "Zoomed" is better in an abstract sense...but is it something that our guy's mom would say? Some moms, sure...but Pulcheria Alexandrovna? It seems off. She's unimaginative and proper and shallow. (Not that there's anything wrong with that.) And "suddenly improved" seems much more fitting to her character.
Day 3 (DDRD 2,284) February 1, 2024
Read to page 110. Needless to say, we have meshing gears now.
Day 4 (DDRD 2,285) February 2, 2024
Read to page 140.
Day 5 (DDRD 2,286) February 3, 2024
Read to page 180...despite two hours on the road to and from Elizabethtown, two thirty minute basketball games three hours apart, and six hours way too stoned to read. Now THAT'S a spicey ah-meat-a-ball!
Day 6 (DDRD 2,287) February 4, 2024
Read to page 230. And another trip to Elizabethtown and back, and another basketball game (Joe's team won, btw). So yowza, I'm hitting almost 40 pages per day here...and completely without strain. This is such a powerful story.
Day 7 (DDRD 2,288) February 5, 2024
Read to page 272.
Thought this was interesting:
Sydney says, "I'll have to play the part of Lazarus for him too," he thought, turning pale, heart pounding, "and make it sound more natural, too." (237)
Constance says, “I shall have to pull a long face with him too," he thought, with a beating heart, and he turned white, "and do it naturally, too." (2360)
So I thought I'd have a look at one more translation, and I found one by Nicolas Pasternak Slater which said, "I'll have to sing Lazarus * with this one too," he thought, his face pale, his heart pounding. "And do it naturally." (218)
So it looks like Constance missed the boat on this Lazarus reference...which is kind if a bug fuckin' deal, since Lazarus is the superstructure of the whole novel.
Hmmm.
Day 8 (DDRD 2,289) February 6, 2024
Read to page 300. Which is well past the halfway point. And this continues to be an effortless... nay, an enTRANCing read.
I returned A Writer's Diary Volume 1 to the library. Sampled a few pages and knew that it would be a chore to read, so I'll settle for The Complete Fiction of Dostoyevsky rather than The Complete. 🐟 got to swim, 🐦 got to fly.
Day 9 (DDRD 2,290) February 7, 2024
Read to page 340.
"Oh, no! God will not permit it!" (306)
That's pretty much the whole shebang when you get to the bottom of things. Revulsion at the evil in the world implies that this is not the way that things should be. Implies that there is a better world...and even that there is an ideal world. Which of necessity, I think, implies a just, benevolent, loving God. Hence every cop is a criminal and all the sinners saints.
And then there's Lazarus.
Jacqueline and I have been reading from an Orthodox Bible my friend David gave me a long, long time ago. We're 1,400+ pages in, and since we only read a page per day...and we don't read more than five or six days a week...and we took a long break to read from a different Bible...I'd say we probably started at least six years ago. And my reading of Crime and Punishment is probably only going to take 15 days. So I was a little surprised when our reading yesterday brought us to the doorstep of the Lazarus story...since that had already been mentioned in C&P, and since I'd just alluded to its importance to the novel the day before yesterday.
What I didn't realize at the time was that today's reading would actually put me on the spot where Sonia reads the Lazarus story to Raskolnikov:
Day 10 (DDRD 2,291) February 8, 2024
Read to page 400. Well, lookie there, 4 days (or less!) to go.
"Whoever is bold and dares has right on his side. Whoever can spit on the most people becomes their legislator, and whoever dares most has the most right! So it has been in the past, and so it will always be! Only a blind man can't see it!" (398)
Only a blind man...or a MAGA Republican.
Day 11 (DDRD 2,292) February 9, 2024
Read to page 440. Less than 100 to go now!
Day 12 (DDRD 2,293) February 10, 2024
Read to page 476. At coffee with C & M I found myself saying, "I'm starting to think that Crime and Punishment is better than The Brothers Karamazov. Which was blasphemy to C. But C&P is so much more focused, so entwined with metaphysical questions.... It's an amazingly powerful novel, even after a dozen+ readings.
Shirt it's I log says to Sonia, "... you're of use to others." (476) And I got the feeling that the reason he was determined to kill himself is because he finally realized that he was not, had not been, and would never be of use to others. Which might explain his last, altruistic acts: an attempt to be of use to others. But all he could do in the end us give away money. His usefulness went no further than that. How eviscerating would that realization be?
Day 13 (DDRD 2,294) February 11, 2024
Read to page 536, The End. Had a long wait for church. Quite the satisfying read.
(1) Miscellaneous Papers Volume II 28 days (don't count, while reading BH), 494 pages
(2) Bleak House 37 days, 1,098 pages
I've read this one lots of times. At least a dozen. It was a favorite of the Great Books classes. So I thought I'd try one not translated by Constance...since hers was the version I've previously read. And yes indeed, there was a P&V translation available...but despite the fact that they did a good job with Notes From a Dead House, I wanted something else. So this, which is the work of one Michael R. Katz. He's A professor at Middlebury College, has published translations of more than fifteen Russian novels, and lives in Cornwall, Vermont. So that's cool.
Anyway...Notes From Underground is xxiii+ 148 = 171 pages. I'm thinking 5 days. Maybe less.
Day 1 (DDRD 2,278) January 26, 2024
Read to page 20...which leaves 120 text pages. Four days.
In "A Note on the Translation," Katz makes reference to F. M. Dostoevskii: Polnoe Sobranie Sochinenii v 30...aka Collected Works of Dostoevsky in 30 Volumes. So of course I had to have a look for that. Found it on Amazon (of course) for a mere $2,495. Unfortunately, it's in Russian, otherwise....
Well. You know what kind of eyes she got.
And I do love this bit:
"You see, the direct, legitimate, immediate result of consciousness is inertia, that is, the conscious sitting idly by with one's arms folded. I've referred to this before. I repeat, I repeat emphatically: all spontaneous men and men of action are so active precisely because they're stupid and limited." (19)
Day 2 (DDRD 2,279) January 27, 2024
Read to page 51.
The narrator makes reference to The Last Supper by Nikolai Ge, of which I'd never heard, so...Wikipedia leviosa:
Day 3 (DDRD 2,280) January 28, 2024
Read to page 110. Easy, engaging read...+ an hour and a half early to church. So I guess it's just one more day with this, then.
Day 4 (DDRD 2,281) January 29, 2024
Read to page 148 = The End. A good read, for sure, and, for me, the first truly great work Dostoyevsky produced.
"...it's as if the skin's been stripped away from my body so that even wafts of sir cause pain." (131)
There's a line in John Hersey's Hiroshima that is very much like this. It describes a horse whose outer skin has been blown off by the atomic bomb explosion, and as the wind touches the horse, it shivers with pain. I've always felt a kinship for that horse.
"... love consists precisely in a voluntary gift by the beloved person of the right to tyrannize over him." (134)
Yep. I see it when couples gouge each other in stores. And I see it in my own relationships. When it be and obvious that I would neither tyrannize nor be tyrannized, those bitches too off.
Ah...glad I re-read this. Onward.
(1) Miscellaneous Papers Volume II 28 days (don't count, while reading BH), 494 pages
(2) Bleak House 37 days, 1,098 pages
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So...after this, there's Notes From Underground*, Crime and Punishment*, The Gambler, The Idiot*, The Eternal Husband*, Demons, The Adolescent, and The Brothers Karamazov*.
* Being books I've read previously, but ahmo go at them again...except for The Brothers Karamazov and The Eternal Husband, since those were the books I started this Dostoyevsky project with.
And then there are 18 short stories (according to Wikipedia)...4 of which I've read this cycle. So hey...I'm not far off from being able to declare that I've read The Complete Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Woot!
...oh, and A Writer's Diary, which is (1) long...about 1500 pages spread over two volumes, (2) expensive to buy...like $35 per volume, and (3) (Thank you, Lord) available at Internet Archive. For Free.
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Stopped by the library and they had a copy of Notes From a Dead House.
Day 1 (DDRD 2,270) January 18, 2024
Read to page 30.
Day 2 (DDRD 2,271) January 19, 2024
Read to page 80.
--and thought it quite fetching, so I thought I'd check and see what Constance had done with it. This was the reverse of my usual methodology, as previously I'd read a P&V line, thought it was terrible, and went to Constance to see what it should have been.
Constance said, "He looked down upon all around him from the height of his grandeur." (1629)
Hmm. On the one hand, Constance's version is more direct, no jibber-jabber. But once again I'm going to have to tip my hat do P&V. Is it possible that the fucked up shit I read from them was anomalous...maybe early work when they were finding their way?
Hmmm.
" Before my eyes, during my life in prison, A -v turned into and remained a piece of meat with teeth and a stomach, and with an unquenchable thirst for the coarsest, most brutish carnal pleasures, and to satisfy the least and most whimsical of these pleasures, he was capable of cold-blooded murder, cutting throats, anything so long as it left no traces." (75)
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Constance?
"During the whole time of my punishment, he was never anything more in my eyes than a piece of flesh furnished with teeth and a stomach, greedy for the most offensive and ferocious animal enjoyments, for the satisfaction of which he was ready to assassinate anyone." (1652)
Um...point P&V.
Here's A bit of profundity:
"A prisoner is greedy for money to the point of convulsions, to a darkening of the mind, and if he does indeed throw it away like wood chips when he carouses, he dies it for something he considers on a higher level than money. What is higher than money for a prisoner? Freedom, or at least the dream of freedom. And prisoners are great dreamers." (79)
So if you've ever wondered why a poor kid wears $200 shoes, or why someone drives a car they can't afford, or name your thorn...well, that's why, ennit? To possess the illusion of freedom, fleeting though it might be. Illusory though it might be.
Day 3 (DDRD 2,272) January 20, 2024
Read to page 110...despite a day which included 4 episodes if Echo, a basketball game for Joe, a movie with Pat and Jacqueline, dinner at Chili's with Jacqueline, the second half of a Ravens playoff game, and a Packers playoff game. The pow pow pow pow power if positive reading.
Day 4 (DDRD 2,273) January 21, 2024
Read to page 150.
"Humane treatment may make a human being even of someone in whom the image of God has faded long ago." (111-112)
Well...that would be nice to believe, wouldn't it? It's essentially a denial of a concept of the intrinsically evil nature of human beings...or, if you prefer, an affirmation of the intrinsically good nature of human beings. Oddly enough, that's the antithesis of the Christian perspective. That would be scanned.
Day 5 (DDRD 2,274) January 22, 2024
Read to page 193.
Day 6 (DDRD 2,275) January 23, 2024
Read to page 220.
And since the text ends on page 304 (pages 305 to 311 are Notes), that means I have a mere 84 pages to go. I think I can do that in two days.
I feel compelled to take down this large section of text...but since I'm too lazy to write it all down, I found a different version on Project Gutenberg and did the old cut and paste. This is from a translation published by Everyman's Library in 1911, but I haven't been Scoble to identify the translator. Which is a shame, 'cause this guy / gal is good. Check this out:
"There are people who, like tigers, are greedy for blood. Those who have possessed unlimited power over the flesh, blood, and soul of their fellow-creatures, of their brethren according to the law of Christ, those who have possessed this power and who[Pg 229] have been able to degrade with a supreme degradation, another being made in the image of God; these men are incapable of resisting their desires and their thirst for sensations. Tyranny is a habit capable of being developed, and at last becomes a disease. I declare that the best man in the world can become hardened and brutified to such a point, that nothing will distinguish him from a wild beast. Blood and power intoxicate; they aid the development of callousness and debauchery; the mind then becomes capable of the most abnormal cruelty in the form of pleasure; the man and the citizen disappear for ever in the tyrant; and then a return to human dignity, repentance, moral resurrection, becomes almost impossible.
"That the possibility of such license has a contagious effect on the whole of society there is no doubt. A society which looks upon such things with an indifferent eye, is already infected to the marrow. In a word, the right granted to a man to inflict corporal punishment on his fellow-men, is one of the plague-spots of our society. It is the means of annihilating all civic spirit. Such a right contains in germ the elements of inevitable, imminent decomposition."
Oh. Just thought to check my Kindle version of this book, and found that the translator was Henry Sutherland Edwards.
ANYway...is that Trump and the MAGA G.O.P. or what?
Day 7 (DDRD 2,276) January 24, 2024
Read to page 260. So yeah, one more day ought to do it.
In some ways I think this quote sums up Dostoyevsky's whole philosophy:
"In prison it sometimes happened that you would know a man for several years and think he was a beast, not a man, and despise him. And suddenly a chance moment would come when his soul, on an involuntary impulse, would open up and you would see in it such riches, feeling, heart, such a clear understanding of his own and others' suffering, as if your own eyes had been opened, and in the first moment you would not even believe what you saw and heard."
In his world, no one is beyond hope of redemption.
You can even live an evil life and repent as you're dying on a cross and be forgiven.
Ahem.
Took a trip to the library today and picked up
Day 8 (DDRD 2,277) January 25, 2024
Read to page 311 = The End.
The second half of this book wasn't as good as the first half, but I'd still rate this one as Worth Reading. And more than that. I'd say the chronologically speaking, this was Dostoyevsky's first Dostoyevskian work. It has shadows and nooks and cranies. It has faith in mankind, even as it spits its revulsion for him into its handkerchief.
(1) Miscellaneous Papers Volume II 28 days (don't count, while reading BH), 494 pages
(2) Bleak House 37 days, 1,098 pages